three months.

today marks the day of three months of being married (18months of being together).
it still seems kind of unreal to me sometimes, I look at my rings, I look at the pictures... and still it is a weird feeling.
we didn't plan getting married this year. but when I came here in October to visit and as we talked about being separated again for months and months, we decided to get married, to try it out to live together here in the US. and finally filed for my green card and my adjustment of status in december, before my legal time to stay was up...

we had the most fun on this day. we chose halloween. even though I still am sad, that my parents, my family and my friends couldn't be there because of money and time issues. the time of notice was just too short for reasonable plane ticket prices. haha. so, we're planning on having another ceremony when we hopefully go visit Germany on xmas, for the sake of this...

having a halloween wedding was most fun. I don't think I am the girl for a real traditional type of wedding in a white gown and all... so, this was kind of perfect for me, for us.
I love my man, I love us. And all I wish for is that I will be able to stay here, to get my green card.

age/ing

I just realized something... I am getting old. It's not that I am feeling old, but I am old in age...

I will turn 33 this year, my 'little' brother will be 30, I am straight edge for 14 years, got my septum pierced 12 years ago...
The 90ies are not 10years ago anymore.
Each year goes by faster, where did the last years go?! It feels like yesterday I moved to Munich or to Cardiff. 2011 is kinda a blur.
 I have been so much, but looking back time just flew by.
Yesterday marked the 18th monthaversary with my hubster and me  (yes, I am still cheezy like that). 3months of marriage.. I still wake up some mornings and just realizing that I am a married woman now.
Is that weird?
Am I getting old? Am I an adult already? I don't know...