I dreamt of my exboyfriend.
And I thought I am over it, that I don't love him anymore.
But... I do, I still do. At least the picture of him, the picture of me with him, us.
I didn't lose my love for him, I just lost hope.
He was the first guy in my life that I wanted the whole "lets get married and have children, stay together for the rest of our lives" thing.
But it did not work out. I blame it on him to be honest.
So, I lost hope.
That's the truth.
And please, don't get me wrong, I love my husband more than anything.
He is the guy to spend my life with.
The dad to my children, hopefully sooner or later as we are trying ;)
I just had to get this out of my system.
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